Excuse me while I have a poetic outburst here ........
death....loss.....pain inside your heart.......gone  ....it chipps away at your soul....like pieces of you are being pulled apart....like ur heart is gunnu explode...you want to kick, scream, yell....cuss everyone for every little thing that you are feeling....going through....like everybody should pay for the shit you have been through...but we cant now can we....that wouldn't be fair....
HOW.....why....what can I do....to fix this feeling inside.....without all the...HELLO MY NAME IS DR.....BLAH, BLAH, blahhhh
I am not a quitter...I will not give up.....all these memories and emotions are mine......if the people that we love get to be mute....unable to speak.....for themselves....we speak up for them.
people have a bad habbit these days of ignoring things....putting them off ....acting as if they aren't happening.......  that they might just go away.
But I........no I....
I need you...I love you.....just the way you are....anything less is not good enough...there is no 1/2 love
making me 1/2 a person.....so ...I guess that just gives you rights to 1/2 of me.......which side do you want then.......hmmm?