sometimes things get in the way of success..its like the devil tries to constantly pull you down.....but like I said before....im a survivor....if I fall down....I get back up and try it again

so alot has happened since I last blogged,
my mind is growing with all these things im learning in school...oh yeah.....you are probably thinking ....hhmmm....school.......I have made  the decision to go to  collage......three weeks ago I enrolled into the institute of technology in salida California....I will be graduating in febuary 15- 2015
finally did it....and I could not be more proud of myself.
all that my life has thrown me.....im not a victim....im refined in experience....humbled by a creatore greater than any sin....wrapped in a blanket of love .i am.....molded to his liking...perfected as much as possible for a sinner......instead of hiding my face in shame ...I have that lil small voice in my head telling me .....I am  a seurvivor.....a mature woman in the making.....one who is strong enough to realize that it is with in my power to change the path I take....choose which fork in the road to follow.
I alone posses the capability to either ignore or allow the negative to influence me....

yes....I am truly blessed....I have ppl that love me ...and I have a god that works miracles and opens doors......and by trusting him completely that this is the path im suppose to take. and a lot of hard work...ill graduate with my masters in one year.....im sso exited

hello...haven't been on here to blog much....sorry haven't felt real poetic lately...no...not sick....in fact never felt so blessed ....thank you for listening

.pray for u ....that our love finds healing...that I come to realize how much more value a life has than a passing by emotion of anger.....to lose u..I...would die....inside.
u  have made my life .....real....the pain hurts less .......and I forget when im here with u.....knowing I have u.. ..mine.....u break my fall...I feel ....love... set free...alive...thankful
in moments of shame and discussed.....for who I was....all I have seen.....I fall to u....curled in a ball of  vaulnerability....my shadows exposed......u never flinch....no...not once.....and u love me still